As a chef I am constantly either reading, preparing or writing a recipe. I am anylzing, duplicating, perfecting, coaching and teaching a recipe. Today I created a recipe that can not be sold.
I created our sunshine.
Much of my time and life is spent in complete darkness. Only if I let that cloud penetrate in to my day. Most of the time I have light in my life. Today I had to create my own sunshine. It took everything I could do to pull myself out of bed today. I wear a sleep mask and it shuts out the light. We call it the black mask of death, because if you wear it you could possibly spend all night in bed and the next day etc..
Since my sleep pattern is tied to my work. Having this masks makes it easier to get enough sleep. Honestly I could possibly wear it all day, and sleep...
Today I made my own sunshine. I built a recipe and told myself that no one else would make it for me. Today I wanted to dig a hole and crawl inside, stay there until, forever.
I pushed back these dark clouds, pulled myself out of bed walked in to the day and made a big giant cake filled with sunshine.
And I ate it!
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